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Howdy, Campers--Happy Poetry Friday! The link is at the bottom of the page, right below my poem.
Our topic this round is Dear Younger Me. JoAnn started us off by encouraging her younger self not only to carry around notebooks...but to actually go back and mine them for ideas. Esther lovingly reassures her younger self--as she has encouraged me and countless others. Carla talks to her past self when she decided to write what would become her first nonfiction book.
I love this topic. We seem to be universally hard on ourselves. I am constantly giving myself tickets for the things I haven't accomplished...
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Are you intimidated by the police in your head? Have you considered the possibility that you haven't done anything wrong? |
So here's what I'd tell my younger self...the one embarking on a voyage to the Children's Book Writers Planet:
Dear Enthusiastic, Younger, Much-Prettier-Than-You-Realize-Right-Now Me,
~ Trust your gut. I know, I know. Your mother kept saying this and you looked at her cross-eyed.
What in the heck does that MEAN?
Well--it means yes, take those classes, read children's literature, find a critique group, attend conferences, read how-to books...
...but give yourself the silence in which to discover that still, small voice within. She's there, I promise. But she whispers. The crazy clutter of our culture makes is hard to locate her (and Honey, it's only going to get worse, believe me. Buckle your seat belt.)
She knows when that marvelous critique group is sending your story in the wrong direction, when the business advice you just heard from the podium does not fit your work habits or your style or your something-else.
Trust her. Wander with her. She usually doesn't take the well-traveled path.
~ Be patient. Ha ha--that's a good one, right? When you're still in your twenties, your very smart husband will say."Y'know...I think we'll both reach our peak in our 50s and 60s." HA! He can't be right, can he?
Um...yup.
~ Keep creating content. That is, keep writing books. Because one day you could look up after visiting 19 gazillion schools, and you'll not only be exhausted to the bone...but your books will begin going out of print. ACK!
So yes, accept invitations to do school visits and teach workshops, because you love teaching. But be careful not to let them take over your writing time like some big blobby thing.
It's so tempting, isn't it? Your ego is definitely well-fed by those second graders who think you're the Queen of England.
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That's all, Kiddo. You'll do fine.
Oh--one more thing: slow down when you read your beautiful kid bedtime stories. I know,
I know: you want to get to
your work, but trust me...take a breath, take your time, and soak in the pleasure of reading to your kid.
Love,
me
P.S: I know you're not going to take any of this advice. And that's okay, too.
TO MY TEEN SELF
by April Halprin Wayland
Michael is lying.Michael is lying.I know that you're flying on wings of romance.
His teeth gleam, he loves you--well, at least at first glance.But Michael is caught in the web he is weavingMichael is out the door.Michael is leaving.Michael is lying.Michael is lying.Oh, dear.
It's coming:the Niagara of crying.poem and drawing (c) 2015 April Halprin Wayland. All rights reserved.posted by April Halprin Wayland with the help of that still, small voice within.
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Howdy Campers!
I'm wildly inspired by the postings of my fellows at Poetry Friday today--see the link below.
Bobbi begins our What-Inspires-You series with Inspirations and Geniuses; Jo Ann is up next with the help of her camera: Zooming in on Inspiration; Esther offers An Inspiring Weekly Digest You Need to Know About; Carla opens our eyes to Inspiration From the Library of Congress; and Mary Ann touches us with tales about family members in Inspiration is a Blast From the Past.
So what are the top three things that inspire my daily poems?
1) Um...deadlines.
“I love deadlines. I love the whooshing noise they make as they go by.” ~ Douglas Adams
I was inspired to write this post today when I was putting an appointment in my calendar...and saw that I was supposed to have posted this morning. Oops!
"My sole inspiration is a telephone call from a director." ~ Cole Porter, composer and songwriter
Deadlines and assignments mean that I cannot take all day cleaning my proverbial closet. I write and rewrite...and bam!--even if it's not the world's most perfect piece, I post it or send it off--done!
2) Life. Especially the sad parts. "I've had an unhappy life, thank God." ~ Russell Baker, author, Pulitzer Prize winning columnist
The difficult and/or unhappy times of my life are rich grounds for writing. I can create this richness, though, even when my life is humming along, if I listen to what's happening in my chest cavity. If I walk into the world looking for my poem, all senses open.
The last time my mom and I took a nature walk. She's the shorter one.
3) Someone who believes in me. Two or three someones is even better. "Our chief want is someone who will inspire us to be what we know we could be." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson, writer and philosopher
My husband came with me on a quick trip to meet with my agent and two of my editors this week. I wanted him to meet these significant people in my work life. New York can be exhilarating...and it can scare the pants off me, too. It always takes me a day to remember how to use the subways and navigate the city. His presence on the subway and in those meetings meant the world to me.
My sailing-around-the-world friend,
Bruce, is a daily supporter of my work, even when he says the poem doesn't work (which of course I know he's just not reading correctly--he's clearly tired from working on the boat all day).
Every writer in my critique groups past and present and everyone in the
Kidlitosphere community: we cheer each other on; that cheering echoes and echoes and echoes inside all of us.
my team
And so? Here's today's (raw) poem written 1) for a
deadline, 2) based on
life, and with the
support of--well, all of you.
LOOKING FOR INSPIRATIONby April Halprin Wayland
bald little godsits on the pond’s rim, his feet all in
his head turning side to sidetoward fluttering leavestoward ebbing tide
below impatient cloudsthat mumble, This is going too slow
so they snap out a spiky lighting streak and Man—does little god go!
He jumps right up and does he run!He’s going, going, getting thingsDONE!poem and drawings (c) April Halprin Wayland. All rights reserved.Get inspired by the bounty at
Buffy's Blog today--thanks for hosting, Buffy!
posted by April Halprin Wayland, Monkey, and our always inspired dog, Eli
The
book’s subtitle says it all: “Notes on
Writing (and Living) with Hope.
Like
my fellow TeachingAuthors Jeanne Marie, Carmela and Jill who so generously shared
their Writing Lives these past two weeks, Luke Reynolds pulls back the curtain on
his magic-making too, in honestly examining his Writer’s Life, letting us see and
know the goings-on.
Because
that’s what writers do, Reynolds
reminds us in this two-part collection of personal remembrances and essays:
they go on!
Despite
Jobs, Families, Life, Emergencies.
Despite
Failures, Rejections, Turndowns, Turn-backs.
Reynolds
has the kind of resume our readers love.
A
former teacher of grades 7 through 12 and writer of children’s fiction, he’s
the editor of the forthcoming book for teens and tweens BREAK THESE RULES (Chicago Press, 2013).
He
co-edited BURNED IN: FUELING THE FIRE TO TEACH (Teachers College Press, 2011) and DEDICATED TO THE PEOPLE OF DARFUR (Rutgers University Press, 2009).
Teachers
College Press also published this year his latest book for teachers, A CALL TO CREATIVITY: WRITING, READING, AND INSPIRING STUDENTS IN AN AGE OF STANDARDIZATION.
In
Part One of KEEP CALM AND QUERY ON, “On
the Path,” Reynolds shares his journey, past and present. Each chapter's title is the stuff of a
cross-stitched sampler.
Be a River, Not a Swamp
Follow Your Delight,
Trace Your Despair, Fight Your Demons
Writing (and Living)
Through
Don’t Think; Begin!
Learn to Love Middles
When
I finally sold my first trade children’s book, I crowned myself (deservedly) “The
Susan Lucci of Children’s Books;” I proudly wear the title.
But
reading Reynold’s story, warts and all, calmed me, emboldened me, encouraged me
– GO ON!
Oh,
to have his words mid-way in my writing career.
It
always feels so good to know we’re not alone.
In
Part Two, “Finding Footsteps,” heralded writers (Daniel Handler, Jane Smiley,
Ann Hood, Robert Pinsky, John Dufresne, just to name a few), answer Reynolds’
thoughtful questions, thus giving peeks inside their writing lives.
What inspires you to
craft prose, and what deflates you (if anything)?
Can you share a
particularly difficult rejection story and how you overcame the emotion of that
experience?
How do you feel before
you write, while you’re writing, and after you write?
What kinds of writing
support do you need or greatly appreciate as you work?
Honest
bon mots made me sit up and listen.
Oh,
to have read these authors' words mid-way in my writing career.
Once
again, I was calmed, emboldened, encouraged – GO ON!
I
repeat: it always feels so good to know we’re not alone.
The
truth is, no matter when or where or how we work, at some point in the process,
our Writers’ Spirits are bound to lag.
Except
now, thanks to Luke Reynolds, we can keep calm and query on!
Esther
Hershenhorn
P.S.
To
sample Reynold’s graceful writing and earnest Writer’s World vision, check out
Hunger Mountain, the Vermont College of Fine Arts Journal of the Art.
And,
stay tuned for a TeachingAuthor Book Giveaway somewhere down the road of this
Rx for Any Writer’s Spirit, KEEP CALM AND
QUERY ON.