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I'm a writer & artist. I live in Portland, Oregon with my husband Jim (also an artist) and two old doggies. My first novel, Blackbringer, is coming out from Penguin/Putnam in June, and I'm currently writing the sequel, Silksinger. My first licensed product line, Laini's Ladies, launched nationwide in 05.
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New year, new decade, new thoughts and plans, it seemed a new blog was in order. Please come visit me in my new home, where things are bigger and brighter, still in the works, and with room to grow. I'm loving it there!
Well, hello there. If you are seeing this, thank you for stopping by after my mysterious disappearance! I meant to post that I would be traveling in December, but the post never got written, and I can count the minutes I've been near a computer in the past month on one hand! But I am back! Back from, to be specific, Morocco and Italy.
I missed you SO much! Thank goodness you're back. Can't wait to hear more about your travels. That photo of Clementine in Moroccan silks just kills me!
I have to say that Monday is my favourite day too! It used to be my least favourite, but then I quit my job to become a writer, and now... I love it. I love new years and new weeks and new writing days <3
Glad to see you back! Wow - what a fabulous trip! I love the photo of all of you on camelback - also the one of Miss Clementine in her colorful scarf. So cute! Happy New Year to you all!
Hey guys, have you ever seen this painting? It's by Jim, and it is an alternate Lips Touch cover he did during the whole cover conception process. I love it. It is actually hanging in my writing room! It is also now up for auction -- as a 13x20 print on canvas (mounted on stretcher bars; it looks like an original painting on canvas; FYI there *is* no "original" of this because it was finished digitally, so it exists in its purest form in the ether.) -- to benefit Bridget Zinn, our lovely Portland writing friend who has been valiantly battling stage IV colon cancer for nearly two years -- that's nearly two years of constant chemo, and now a new treatment for which she is traveling to Arizona a week of every month. There are a lot of totally awesome items up for auction, including this painting, which includes a signed copy of Lips Touch.
Browse, bid, and help Bridget and Barrett out with their medical costs.
Thank you! And really, this Thanksgiving, give deepest and most heartfelt thanks for your health. Because, boy o boy. Not everyone is so lucky.
Thanks for donating and for promoting the auction, Laini!
For readers who are interested in placing bids - you may need the following information: Auction ID: bridgetkicks Password: cancer Or, use this link: http://bit.ly/bridgetauction, and bypass all that silliness.
This is not new, and I may be the last person to hear about it, but my mom just emailed me the story which I find verrry interesting. See here:
THE SITUATION
In Washington , DC , at a Metro Station, on a cold January morning in 2007, this man with a violin played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, approximately 2,000 people went through the station, most of them on their way to work. After about 3 minutes, a middle-aged man noticed that there was a musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds, and then he hurried on to meet his schedule.
About 4 minutes later:
The violinist received his first dollar. A woman threw money in the hat and, without stopping, continued to walk.
At 6 minutes:
A young man leaned against the wall to listen to him, then looked at his watch and started to walk again.
At 10 minutes:
A 3-year old boy stopped, but his mother tugged him along hurriedly. The kid stopped to look at the violinist again, but the mother pushed hard and the child continued to walk, turning his head the whole time. This action was repeated by several other children, but every parent - without exception - forced their children to move on quickly.
At 45 minutes:
The musician played continuously. Only 6 people stopped and listened for a short while. About 20 gave money but continued to walk at their normal pace. The man collected a total of $32.
After 1 hour:
He finished playing and silence took over. No one noticed and no one applauded. There was no recognition at all.
No one knew this, but the violinist was Joshua Bell, one of the greatest musicians in the world. He played one of the most intricate pieces ever written, with a violin worth $3.5 million dollars. Two days before, Joshua Bell sold-out a theater in Boston where the seats averaged $100 each to sit and listen to him play the same music.
This is a true story. Joshua Bell, playing incognito in the D.C. Metro Station, was organized by the Washington Post as part of a social experiment about perception, taste and people's priorities.
This experiment raised several questions:
*In a common-place environment, at an inappropriate hour, do we perceive beauty?
*If so, do we stop to appreciate it?
*Do we recognize talent in an unexpected context?
One possible conclusion reached from this experiment could be this:
If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians in the world, playing some of the finest music ever written, with one of the most beautiful instruments ever made . . ..
How many other things are we missing as we rush through life?
Enjoy life NOW .. it has an expiration date
* * * * * *
I Snope's it and it's true (story here), and it makes me think a couple of things:
1) Classical musical literacy in this country is all but nil (myself included). We don't know great from good when we hear it. Heck, I scarcely know great from bad! This is sad. I wish I'd had an education in classical music. I know it's not too late, of course. It's all priorities. But ... our priorities, our educational system ... so much is lost. As a culture, we put our time into the most medio
25 Comments on Stop and Smell the ... Violin?, last added: 11/22/2010
I find this fascinating because both of my parents are proffessional violinists, and my brother and I both play the piano at the competitive level. I'm growing up completely saturated by classical music, so much so that I can barely listen to pop or rock or rap without wincing. It's so sad to think that most people don't appreciate classical music anymore. Why doesn't everyone stop to hear the musicians in the subway stations, even if it's not Joshua Bell? How different would the world be if every person just walked a little slower and recognized the beauty of everyday life? Thank you, Miss Laini, for posting this!
This is beautiful. And makes me sad for myself and us all. We need more beauty in the world but when it is there, how many actually notice? Too shameful. Loved this, even if it is tragic.
Fascinating experiment! I definitely plan on taking my son to classical concerts, and hopefully I'll learn to appreciate the music right along with him. My wife was raised on classical, so she can point us toward the "good" stuff.
During my very first time in a NYC subway station, an elderly man was singing a Beatles song all by himself. I actually skipped two trains because he sounded absolutely beautiful! But I stood a little ways away to listen because no one else appeared to be taking the time to appreciate his voice and I felt embarrassed. So maybe people were listening to Joshua Bell, but the people conducting the experiment didn't notice because the listeners were too shy to stand right in front of him.
I would love to be *ideal-Tone*. Before, in my previous life of acres of time, I used to soak up a lot of details in my neighbourhood. I used to stop and watch or listen. But now, I just woosh by, on my way to daycare or the shop or a coffee shop to grab ten minutes to myself. Not to mention how I hurry on home to write. Must write in the precious few hours I've got. But who wants to read the writings of someone with teflon eyes and ears?
I'm putting Brahms' Ein Deutsches Requiem on my Christmas wish list. I used to have a recording of this, but I seem to have lost it, and anyway it wasn't high quality. I don't know much about classical music, but for what it's worth, it's my favourite. I can play it for Magnus, who is also smitten by all kinds of music, especially when it's live music. Uncle Eiv plus guitar equals heaven on earth.
I agree that it's sad that people didn't stop but it's all perspective... the article wants you to be sad. If you give the people the benefit of the doubt, though... they *were* in a Metro station in DC. Chances are they were on a timetable, since you can't drive and park anywhere in DC. :)
I also disagree that our educational system is lost, although that's what loud people in government would lead you to believe. Not too long ago, a superintendent from Singapore visited my school district in New Jersey and two others because, although his students grow up to be amazing memorizers and have the world's best test scores, he said they are not producing thinkers. At several of my parent conferences this past week, a parent from India said to me, "I wish they taught like this in India. There are so many people there that they mass-produce test-takers. Everything is rote and learned to be spit out. This is why India has never produced a Bill Gates or someone who has created something totally new." Don't believe the political hype. :)
I do think that social experiments like this are worthwhile and they do point out to us things that we might otherwise ignore. But remember that they are skewed to make you feel bad. ;)
Hi Dangerous With a Pen! I'm curious what kind of school you teach at. Is it a regular public school? Is it representative of US schools? It would be nice if it were true! I'm certainly not saying we have no good schools, or that the average school in India is better than ours. But I do not think it is the case that the problem with our schools is a political fabrication. It's not just the US either.
The way I imagine an *ideal me* it's nice to imagine *ideal world* in which every human being had access to a great education (not to mention: loving parents, enough food, peace, and much more) and inspiration to creativity. It's a daydream. And I'm not idealizing some golden past either when everything was swell.
And I don't think there is an upside to the Joshua Bell story. Yeah, people are busy. I'd probably have hurried by too. But that's the point. Personally, I'm trying to take this as a reminder to be more alert and more alive in the time I have.
It would be interesting, wouldn't it, to set aside some ten minutes at the beginning of every day to go over life priorities in your mind, think about the kind of person you want to be, and keep that thought central in your mind? If you were to do that, really be mindful on an ongoing basis, would you be more likely to stop to hear the music? I think so.
I did see this story a while ago but it's great to read it again, and especially great to read your reaction to it, Laini. I also find that I need constant reminders to be mindful and enjoy every moment, carpe diem, etc. Your thoughts inspire me.
My daughters play violin and cello in a youth orchestra and I like to think we would have stopped and listened. My daughter swears she would have recognized Joshua Bell, but who knows.
Living here is Spain has, weirdly enough, made me realize what an amazingly rich and varied musical heritage we have in the US. Everyone here asks us if we listen to gospel, jazz, folk, etc. This morning on a Spanish radio station I heard some kind of American rockabilly stuff. It was great! It almost seems like Spaniards appreciate it more than we do. I do wish they would teach classical music appreciation at school, but just as much I wish they would teach the wonderful history of American music.
I totally agree that we are missing a great opportunity to impart higher culture in our public schools.
I too love Mr Bell's work but this 'experiment' is flawed - the context of the setting lends itself to people being on the move and sometimes not being able to stop, even if they wanted to.
Result of experiment:
People at train stations are in a transient state and not ready to engage.. not really a surprise is it?
They should try it in a mall or park next time perhaps, but then the results may not have been as newsworthy.
H Niyazi, point taken. But I think this was part of the point: our perception being tempered by location/circumstances. How many of those same people would have shelled out $100 to hear Joshua Bell, but couldn't recognize art when they heard it? And how many, if they were told it was him, would make a point to stop? Probably a lot, no matter that they were in a hurry. What does this say? I don't know. But I think it's interesting!
Laini, the version you've posted is somewhat simplified. My husband and I read the Washington Post article (which was quite long, and we watched a good portion of the video as well) some time ago. The way I remember it, one woman who had actually been at his Boston concert recognized him, and stopped and listened for some time. :) She got to be *ideal listener*. It seems like they decided not to add her monetary contribution to the total. So, even though it is ideal, it's not impossible.
"It would be interesting, wouldn't it, to set aside some ten minutes at the beginning of every day to go over life priorities in your mind, think about the kind of person you want to be, and keep that thought central in your mind?" I find it well worth my time. I usually spend a few moments at the beginning of the day doing this, about 10 somewhere in the middle, and then a half hour or so at the end of my day. I find this meditation, reading, pondering, journaling, prayer, etc. a real help in my life. Let us know if you try it.
I saw the picture, recognized Joshua Bell (One of The Greats!), and tried to imagine how, if in that setting, I could NOT stop to hear him. I think, barring an urgent appointment with the President, I would have made my gang hang out and soak it in. Most kids naturally respond to music and art; it's adults who forget to stop, to breathe in and out, relish the beauty that is calling to us.
Hi Laini :) Yes, I teach in a regular public school. It's probably not representative of the majority of US schools in that about 85% of my school does not speak English at home. And yet we are still a high-performing school and district. So, yes, it's working.
What I find sad is that the people who are complaining about public schools are people who have not spent any great amount of time in them, actually visited normal classes in action, talked to parents, etc. The video "Waiting for Superman" is getting national attention as a rallying cry for charter schools, but even IT admits that they are not successful. Actual research shows that 85% of kids who are pulled from lotteries to attend charter schools do not to any better (or actually perform worse) than kids in the same lotteries whose names did not get chosen so they went to public schools.
My point is that articles can spin information in any way they want to. (Did you also know that most of the countries whose test scores ours are compared to only have the very top percentage of academic students even TAKE their tests??? In the US, EVERY KID takes standardized tests, including kdis that my sister in law teaches who are wheelchair-bound, cannot speak, and are fed through feeding tubes. Talk about spin... comparing our test scores to some countries isn't even apples and oranges, it's apples and hammers!)
It's true that it is never a bad idea to stop and smell the roses. I completely agree with you there. However, I've also been in the DC Metro and as another reader said, it's a flawed study... anytime I'm in the Metro station, it's because I have somewhere to go, and I can't stop and smell the violin.
If you did the same experiment on a NYC street corner, I bet you'd find a completely different result. Probably one that Joshua Bell would find much more pleasing.
I knew about this, it was a while ago and there is a YouTube video showing the whole thing. Joshua Bell is an amazing artist and did the music for the movie Ladies in Lavender.
But the children wanted to stop. This is why I write for children.
Anonymous said, on 11/22/2010 6:42:00 AM
One of ny favorite writers, Mary Pipher, wrote about this last year in Psychology Networker and it really struck me too., Sure, people were on their way places and could have consequences to their work if they'd stopped but I doubt that's true for everyone. We are too busy to literally be in the moment. How many people didn't notice because they were on their cell phones having some dumb conversation about celebrity news or texting instead of looking around with all their senses fiery and alive and alert? Sometimes when I'm out in public and forced to listen to people's long drawn out cell chats, ill wish I had an invisible wand with which to( harmlessly) blow up their little phone. But back to this story, few have the time to stop on the surface. We have to make time and bend moments like little crow bars and willfully make time bend to our wills instead of the other way around. Great post Fatty! (and this is a wonderful comment I have inserted into the conversation).
Anonymous said, on 11/22/2010 6:45:00 AM
Oh , and a lot of our schools do suck- not because of the teachers but because of inadequate funding to those who might need more than a school in a rich district who has the luxury of parental investment financially especially. Anyone who thinks all Americans are getting an equal education needs to read Jonathon Kozol.
Anonymous said, on 11/22/2010 6:50:00 AM
And I wonder if that experiment would be different in Portland. I'm going to go down to the corner of NW 23rd and Burnside and sing Harry Chapin songs while I play my mini banjo and see if people are more likely to pause and enjoy it. Of course I'll sound a lot better than the J Bell but still. I'm going to get dressed and head to the corner now. (Will report back later...)
amy said, on 11/22/2010 9:10:00 AM
Hi Laini - I don't know if you've checked out Portland Baroque Orchestra - but they are always awesome, and inspiring to me - and it's very nice to be in a more intimate setting to hear them than in a big hall.
This is a great story. Reading it again on your blog though it made me think not about how hurried we are but how much we rely on others (critics, professional arts organizations, etc) to tell us what's worth listening too,worth seeing, worth reading, what's important. Maybe people didn't stop, not because they didn't care for the music, or they were too rushed, but because without the imprimatur of a major arts organization they didn't trust their own instincts enough to stop and listen. It's like we outsource our own artistic taste. We wait for people to tell us what's beautiful instead of deciding on our own. Not a good thing
Oh such a shameful shocking lapse in blogging. I just can't get my blogging act together. Some things that are going on:
--Clementine under the weather. A little cold plus a little teething = a little misery :-(
-- Starting a new book. Wooo hooooo! So exciting! So scary, inspiring, and wonderful! Have come up with some ideas that totally set my brain on fire. I am currently in love with the opening scene.
-- Laini's Ladies emergency. That is, I find myself with a sudden deadline and new designs to produce in the midst of much else going on.
-- Assorted "much else" in the way of life stuff -- good stuff, but busy-making.
-- Impending copy-edits. Eeek! Will be receiving tomorrow!
-- Revisiting the title of Daughter of Smoke and Bone, which just isn't quite right. Wracking my brain for a kick-a** title.
--Preparing to go on a trip! Yay!!!!!! Guys, we're finally going to Morocco!!!!!!! Yippeeeeee! I have been in a daydream-land of kasbahs and camels, zellij tiles and carpet souks, tajines and caftans, mountain, desert, beach, city. Seriously: the Atlantic, the Sahara, the Atlas Mountains, and Marrakesh. Oooooooh, names out of fairy tales. I am SO EXCITED I CAN'T SEE STRAIGHT. I want to see the goats in the argan trees. Date oases on the fringe of the Sahara, with mud-brick castles baking in the winter sun. Leather slippers in every color, all lined up, gorgeous as candies. Mountains of oranges in the Jemaa el-Fna.
How cool of a UNESCO designation is this: "Masterpiece of the Oral and Intangible Heritage of Humanity". I think that that designation was created specifically for the Jemaa el-Fna, which the heart of Marrakesh, this big madhouse of a square filled with acrobats and henna artists, snake charmers, musicians, street dentists (ouchy!), storytellers, and more more more. And food, of course. Here it is at night:
And here is one of the most famous kasbahs, Ait benhaddou. It may be familiar to you from being in many movies, including Gladiator:
And oh the luxury, the luxury. Part of the awesomeness of traveling in Morocco is that even the hotels are destinations, and I don't mean just the expensive ones. Here are some pictures of the "modest" riad where we will be staying:
(Look at this ceiling!!! And the tilework! Oh my oh my. Camera, I think you are going to get some use :-)
Ooooo, Morocco. And, I would be happy just to visit a room as inspiring and vibrant as your writing room. It's wonderful, and makes me think my converted end-of-the-garage-studio could use a little love and care, a little vacuuming, a little color, so that it might become a better retreat/temple. It seems as though yours is just that!
Oooo....I know exactly what you mean about Morocco!!! I would LOVE to go! I have been (several times) to the tiny Disney version in EPCOT....my favorite "country" there. But I've been dreaming of Morocco for years. I wish you an AMAZING trip, and I would more than LOVE to come to your two hour slide show!! (Assuming you don't explode from the combined amazing-ness of the country and cuteness of your daughter on a magic carpet.)
Anonymous said, on 11/18/2010 2:34:00 PM
I'm so envious over your upcoming trip and your gorgeous writing room! I have no talents in the visual/decorative arts AT ALL, I just want the magic elves to come and make it happen while I'm sleeping.
I'm dying to know your strategy for traveling so far with a one-year-old. My little guy - who's super energetic, doesn't like to be strapped in, etc - will be 17 months when we travel cross-country in December and I'm just dreading the plane ride.
I read the same about the special cultural heritage designation created for Jemaa el-Fna, so it must be right.
I am SO looking forward to your photos! I'm sure yours will come much closer to reflecting your experience. My photos were awful compared to what I saw, felt, smelled, etc. :-)
Yes, those leather shoes are gorgeous! My daughter bought some.
So I'm totally in love with this Dutch artist, Jane something (her last name is not anywhere! I have come across it, but can't find it now. Starts with an 'S'. Schouten? Anyway, find her HERE). Is she even Dutch? I don't know. Maybe she just lives in the Netherlands. You see, I know nothing. But check out this colorful wonderfulness:
(Love this pillow. And there's a how-to for these vases here.)
Wonderful: modern chairs and stools reupholstered in vintage blankets that she has embroidered and appliqued. WANT.
I want that first chair... And a blanket, and a large cup of hot chocolate (it's FREEZING in Oslo today!) and a clementine and piles of books ant lots of time.
But, dang, I have none of these. Hey wait! I have a clementine! Not as cute as yours, but still.
Word verification 'brubde', which I'm pretty sure is a female troll name.
Carolyn Dietrich said, on 11/9/2010 8:32:00 AM
Jane Schouten is featured in the Nov/Dec/Jan issue of Where Women Create. The article says her family moved from Australia to Holland when she was 12. There are several pages showing her home/studio and her wonderful creations. Her website -is alltheluckintheworld.nl and her blog is blog.alltheluckintheworld. Hope that helps!
I've been feeling decoratey lately. Dreamy-decoratey. Dreaming of a new house, which may or may not happen in the near future. We'll see. But you start thinking about it, you start dreaming of decorating. So it goes. And so I have this little folder on my desktop for inspiration, and this is what's in it. Just ... pretty. A random selection. Most of these come via the fabulous decor8: Such cute craftiness! I love this Anthropologie display, the way they have the random drawers on the bookcase for organization? How cute is that? Love Anthropologie. Love love love. This, apparently, is done by cutting designs out of big floral wallpaper and decoupaging onto a cabinet. Cute! I think that I would love to have a space filled with giant colorful poufs. I think kids would love it too.
8 Comments on Just because ... it's pretty, last added: 11/8/2010
Lovely!! If you ever decide to be a dream decorator I'd pay! You have great taste!
Anonymous said, on 11/7/2010 3:40:00 PM
Gosh darnit Fatty that blue that is on the wall with all the candlesticks in front of it is the blue I most want!!!! Love the plugs, that great black lamp, those shiny white walls. There is no way Leonard Nimroy can go into the new house, nor Snoshti, nor the big Mexican archey piece. Certain things you just don't take into a second new house.
Anonymous said, on 11/7/2010 3:40:00 PM
Gosh darnit Fatty that blue that is on the wall with all the candlesticks in front of it is the blue I most want!!!! Love the plugs, that great black lamp, those shiny white walls. There is no way Leonard Nimroy can go into the new house, nor Snoshti, nor the big Mexican archey piece. Certain things you just don't take into a second new house.
How can it be that I must catch up on your adventures via the world wide blogspot? I shouldn't complain, since the glass is clearly half full, but, MAN! it's times like these that BUSIness becomes LAMEness.
I miss you guys!
(And by the way: Those tights on top of the cutest little redhead in the land? WHA?? How can that face be so adorable?)
Gorgeous! I have a folder like that, too...and I'm stealing some of your images now. :) I'm sure you'll get your dream house very soon, with room for lots of writing and playing and poufs.
Ooh...I want to DIY that bubble chandelier...would you post where I can get more details? I want to bring some beauty into my office like that. Check out design*sponge too...so much drool-worthy stuff to contemplate!
So, you know how awesome it is to write a book? To finish a book? If you don't yet know this, I can tell you: it is the awesomest. I just want to keep reading it over and over and gloating. I wrote another book. Yay, me!!!
But. There's a downside. The downside of finishing a book is that you have to -- ulp! -- start writing another book. Just like that. Out of thin air! Don't get me wrong: this is its own awesome, but the beginning, the huge blankness, it's ... well, you probably know. It's the most magical and terrifying of things. The perfect gleam of possibility, like a newly snowed field as yet unmarked by tracks. Daunting!
I've written four novels now. FOUR! (If you don't count the god-awful misbegotten thing I clawed out of my brain one fateful NaNo several years ago and have been trying ever since to forget). And it some ways, it DOES get easier each time. In the sense that you know you can do it. And this last book, it was a revelation and education to me in efficiency. The first book I've written as a mom. Written in time available. Okay, I'm lucky there -- I have work hours; I have 4-5 hours a day to just write. Once upon a time, that seemed like nothing. Now, I know it is enough. If I use it to write, that is, and not blog. (Ahem.)
So, here I go, starting another book. I've got a brand new Scrivener project doc going, complete with a "Working Doc" in which I have begun to spill my brainstorming thoughts and plans for this book. I had thought I would give myself some time -- weeks, even -- to just do that: What if this? What if that? Just brainstorm, write about the book, because it's easier than actually diving in and writing scenes, and it's a good way to ease in. But after a few hours of brainstorming, and with a solid idea of how I want to start the book, I'm thinking I ought to just ... start the book.
You know?
Planning is great. Brainstorming is great. I love it because it is this huge world to wander in. I can think up anything, and it is a zero-stress environment. It is an environment I return to again and again and again throughout the writing of a book. What now? and once again, What now?
But ... it's in the writing that the magic happens. That's the time of pure creation. It's kind of like the Miller-Urey experiment in which you create the conditions for life and then zap it with simulated lightning and see what happens. The joy and excitement and terror are here, in the primal soup of story. If I have an idea of how to begin, I should just do it right? The only reason not to is: FEAR.
Stupid fear. Fear is not a good enough reason!
As far as just diving in and starting to write, I have found that it helps to think of this phase as the creation of raw material, and not as "the book." In the last book, I did this a fair amount, early on, and I found that later -- even much later -- in the writing, I was able to plunder that raw material and use it. It was not for nothing! The thing is, writing about the story (which I totally condone, in its place), you are on the outside looking in. Writing the story, you are in it. And only when you are in it, do "things happen" -- mystical unexpected things, like flashes of lightning animating chemicals to produce amino acids out of slush. Get into a scene and go, make the characters talk to each other and do things. It might be something you can use, it might not. If it's not, just keep going: create more raw material, until you "find" it.
Remember: you're writing to find the story just as much as you are writing to tell the story.
I'm pep-talking myself right now to begin doing just this. There's this part of me that still thinks that writing a book is something you have to build up to, a monumental task you have to gird yourself for. But really, you can just do it. Start it. It's like dieting: you tell yourself you're starting next we
11 Comments on Just ... start writing? *Gasp sputter!*, last added: 11/8/2010
Laini, have I told you how wonderful you are (note: yes, I know she has a very muscular -- very nice husband)?
What a great post and something I needed to hear. I don't care how many novels you've written, a blank page is intimidating . . . and you can say "I'll start tomorrow" a million times, but you won't. Yes, dieting is the PERFECT example. Well, I finally lost 50 pounds in 2010. I finished two books. I have two more due in a few weeks. And I have a pitch due as well.
But you know what . . . it's easy. 4-5 hours/day is enough if you focus. That could be 4000-5000 words if you let them flow and don't try to find the perfect sentence. Yes, writing is discovery. You can plot and plan, but things change and that's all the fun.
Laini, you've invigorated and encouraged me today. Thank you!
Thanks, I needed that! I know you were pep-talking yourself, but it worked for me too! : ) Gotta get crackin'! One day, I will be able to say I've finished my 4th book....but for now, I had better get back to working on the first!
I really, really hope you someday write a How To Write book. Every time you share about it, I find myself helped. And I think about it later, or come back again.
But noooo!!! I love Daughter of Smoke and Bones! Why?
When I sit down to write, I am not writing a book. I am writing a scene. One scene. That's it. It's the only way I can do it. Because to write an entire novel? Impossible!!
Yes, SO glorious!! The Columbia River Gorge is an area we haven't explored much. (I know, how is this possible? We both up south of here, so we always seem to go back to those places that are familiar to us). Now I want to check out that hike you guys love to do. Will probably have to wait until next spring now though.
I was thinking about this just the other day....in attempt to avoid revisions, I think.
Oh well, a big fat editorial letter came today, so guess I'll be putting off beginnings for a while.
Love the picture!
Shelley
Anonymous said, on 11/5/2010 5:35:00 PM
Wait-what? Hello? I've been waiting for *ahem* dreamdark, but I admit, Lips Touch was a good distraction from my longing, and I have no qualms that Daughter of Smoke and Bone will be one too. But please please please please PLEASE do another dream dark book. Anxious fans awaiting-hello? Ding dong? Where is Magpie and Talon and Hirik and Whisper? (BTW, I am in love with Talon.) WEll, just keep writing. It is an author's dream to publish books, and it is a reader's dream to read them.
I love the "raw material" idea. It makes sitting down at the computer and just writing a much less daunting possibility.
Thanks!
Kate said, on 11/7/2010 7:10:00 PM
Laini Taylor, I love your blog. I'm a big book-lover and mom of a 2-year-old and 4-year-old. I have dreams of writing someday, and you make it seem possible! Keep up the great work!
I know I speak for thousands of us out here in blogland who would love to here you are working on the sequel to Silksinger. Can you give us a nibble of hope that it will happen sometime soon.
Kate (who is businly doing nano again...)
Mae said, on 11/8/2010 10:49:00 AM
NANO!
The most helpful (hopefully) thing to do!
Especially for us kids. I have virtually met a bunch of fellow Trekkies on NaNo. And gotten into a HUGE argument about girls being just as good as guys (ahem-they so are-ahem ahem).
Starting books is so EASY for me. I mean, I have millions started... Very few finished.
I will tell you the euphoria of finishing a publisher when I have.
So, it turns out that Clementine is a fan of Halloween. Shocker! Man, we had so much fun yesterday! It's been a long time since I trick-or-treated, obviously, and I think it isn't what it used to be. So many houses did not participate! It seems like when I was a kid, every single house had a pumpkin on the porch and was open for business. Not so these days, but still, we had a wonderful time, and Clementine caught on quick! Here she is at her very first porch, getting her first treat ever, and from Ginny Weasely no less! Yes, she was Superman. We figure next year the years of fairy princesses will begin, so why not? Plus which, we needed a simple costume involving no head pieces to be yanked off. She was not the only Superman in town. Yesterday morning, Portland Children's Museum was the safest place in the Universe: Clementine has not had a lot of chocolate in her life, but the few times she has tasted it, her little hands started frantically making the sign language for "MORE! MORE!" She is a fan. Yesterday, while trick-or-treating, she had a wrapped Kit Kat in her hands, and we didn't notice she had gnawed through the wrapper and was happily devouring herself some Kit Kat! And maybe a little wrapper too. When I tried to take it away to roll the wrapper down so she could actually have it, her one Halloween treat (no, not a whole Kit Kat!), she made feral animal sounds and bit my hand off at the wrist. Hee hee. Here, Kit Kat evidence in hand: Sigh. So fun :-)
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Is it a bird? A plane? No, it's the cutest Clementine in the world <3.
Poor Magnus didn't get to go trick or treating. It's not a big thing in Norway, and besides, he has a virus house guest in his upper resp. system. AND he can't have chocolate because of the milk thing. Sigh. I'm sure there's no milk in the wrappers, though. Maybe next year.
Oh, that picture of all the little Supermans at the Children's museum is the best!! I miss those days of hanging out with wee ones. Isn't it just SO fun??
Let me just tell you right now - teaching a teenager to drive? Not fun at all.
She is so freaking adorbs its INSANE! Gosh. Great pictures!
We were only one of a couple houses on our whole street with the light on and pumpkins lit! It was very sad, honestly. So few trick-or-treaters. What is up with this?
No one trick or treats in our neighborhood. Strangest thing for the suburbs. My daughter's neighborhood is in a little hamlet in PA. She gets hoards of trick or treaters. Before nights end she went through an entire washtub full of candy. Loads of fun. Still I miss the days she was Clementine's age. (Hugs)Indigo
Ah, so sweet! My little 14-month-old son Keaton also gnawed right through a mini Kit Kat - we had to fish a huge chunk of wrapper out of his mouth. Clementine is adorable as Superman - love it!
Wow, the Portland Children's Museum has the best security team! So-o-o cute! We were all lit up and waiting, but other than grandgirls (a Ghostbuster, a flapper and the littlest grandpumpkin was appropriately, a pumpkin), we had NO trick-or-treaters, this year. Zero. Zip. Nada one. Their loss. More chocolate for me, mwa-ha-ha...oh wait, maybe that's not such a good thing, ahem...
See, I didn't think Death would be the type to catch the bus. I thought for sure he would have his own car. But I do find it comforting that he cares about the environment.
at first glance i thought of something more along the lines of tinkerbell in her lantern/cage and something more like a dreamdark fairy...... get jim to sketch that for us! :)
Guess what. THE BOOK IS FINISHED! Final draft sent off at midnight! Yippeeeee! During my final read-through/futz, I did a random word-count and discovered that at that moment, the manuscript was exactly 100,000 words, which is kind of like looking at the clock exactly at 2:22 or something. It seems kind of cool, but is totally random and meaningless. So after that I kept checking, for no reason, as the book swung just below and just above the 100K mark, with the final coming in at 100,021. There's a perverse part of me that wants to cut 21 words in copyediting, ha ha!
But the important point is: it is finished!!! I am so so happy! It has been delightful working with Alvina Ling and her assistant Bethany, and that work is not over, of course, there are many phases yet ahead, but the meat of the edit is now ... hm, you start a meat metaphor, and then what? Do you just go with it? The meat of the edit is now chewed. Lovely. I should be a writer, snork snork.
So you know what I did to celebrate? I cleaned the kitchen! Am I wild or what? I cannot be controlled! Don't even try! Ha ha. But seriously. There are things that don't get high priority during deadline times, and I do so love a clean house. *happy sigh*
Obviously the blog is something else that has not gotten high priority! It's been a while since I posted any pictures of the Clementine, so here are some recents: She's walking like a maniac now, not running yet, not fast, but I am sure that is only a matter of days. Climbs everything. Fascinated by dirt -- future gardener? Knows all her body parts and can say most of the words for them, the cutest being "elbow" which sounds kind of like "bolbow!" and is said with more glee than any elbow really merits :-) She helps us put groceries away and make the bed, handing us each item one by one, very serious about the whole procedure. Loves music like crazy. First thing in the morning, she toddles herself over the Jim's computer to wait for itunes to come up and someone to dance with her. That's the Clementine update, at 14.5 months of awesomeness.
The other day at Kinko's, while we waited f
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Wait what? Someone asked if she was your grandchild? Was it the pink hair that tipped him off? I saw you at project book babe there is no way that the man could have been in his right mind, or been able to see.
You did it Fattae!!!!!! Lets celebrate with a delicious flattened ham asap. Seriously, its yet (another) masterpiece of yours. Hard to believe anything could surpass Blackbringer but its another huge new universe you have whipped up from some mysterious, hiiden nook in that teensy weensy beensy brain of yours. As for that waxer, as long as one is healthy, I don't care so much about looking older. I actually think people look more beautiful with age. But then yesterday I found a picture of you and I on your mom's front porch the day before you guys got married ten years ago (and I look the same, maybe even a little younger actually) but then I saw you and was like "Woa, woa, woa, omg, what happened here?" But again,it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter.
Oh, my GOSH, look at that kid's headful (is that a word? Spellcheck says not. Oh, well) of hair!! What a glorious color!! And how bad of me that I love that picture of her fussing! She'll get a kick out of those when she's older.
And how exciting that you FINISHED! YAAAAY!
So much to celebrate. So many stupid people to ignore in the meantime.
Remember: AGE doesn't suck. Every day you're here and you age another day, we, your loyal fans, are SO VERY GLAD. Age doesn't suck. Mean people suck. Remember? ;)
Congratulations on finishing and on having one of the cutest kids ever. As for those other loudmouth people, I blow them a wet raspberry. forget about 'em.
1. Hurrah! Finished! That's fantastic, my dear! I want to read the book NOW!
2. I LOVE grumpy Clementine <3. And elbow? That's fancy. Magnus still sticks with Mamma, Pappa, nomnom and lilla (purple).
3. ....what? Your last kid? What? That's incomprehensible. Don't even think about worrying. You do NOT look like a grandmother. You're adorable and fresh and pretty in pink. Let me rephrase that... Huh?
4. Alexandra is possibly the funniest person in the world.
I had an odd conversation with a co-worker who is only a year younger than me (I am 22), but she acts like a 14 year old. Her perception of the appropriate age of a parent is when the mother is in her early 20s at the birth of her first child. My perception, growing up anyway, was always that parents were at least 30 before they had kids, since that's how my parents went about it, and many of my friends as well. According to my mom, New England has a higher average age for couples getting married (closer to 30), so maybe it's a regional thing somewhat. My co-worker is from South America (I forget which country) originally.
I've come to learn recently that having kids early (early 20s or 20s in general) is more common than I always thought it was, but I don't think it's odd to wait till later.
It's certainly not strange in that waiting means you are most likely more stable (financially, emotionally, etc.) and more mature to *really* handle having a child! You seem like a great mom and those people are pretty rude for commenting on age without even knowing you.
Geez, I'm sorry people can be so rude, Laini! It's amazing what comes out of their mouths when they don't think, isn't it?
And we really do need to do something about the ageism running rampant in our culture. Sheesh. Hard to believe there was a time when elders were honored for their wisdom and life experience!
But on more pleasant topics, congrats on finishing the book; I'm dying to read it.
And Clementine is soooo cute! Her hair's getting long. I love that first picture with all the curls.
congrats on finishing the book! Clementine is ADORABLE!! so cute!! as for rude people...i once accompanied my Dad while he was shopping for a dishwasher (my stepmother wisely passed on that lovely errand). a salesman approached and said for him to recommend the best machine, he'd need to know a little about our lifestyle. he asked, "do you (two) have children?" i said, "i *AM* the child!" ;)
I just finished mine too and the first thing I HAD to do was clean. It felt just like nesting before the birth of a baby. It made me think about how books are frequently called our babies and perhaps before a big book related event, we do actually "nest." Weird.
So glad you're finished! This is one book I can't WAIT to read :)
One thing you need for revisions: a screwdriver. Not a real screwdriver. A language screwdriver. I read through the manuscript today on the lookout for unnecessary words. Maybe singletons, maybe whole paragraphs. One chapter, which incidentally was the first scene written and is now Chapter 13 (The Graverobber, in case the numbers change), went from 3500 words (it was the longest chapter in the book) to 2900. There was just stuff that had been in it for so long, I was used to looking at it. I'd forgotten to wonder whether every word was singing for its supper. Turns out: nope. Ciao. Tighten tighten.
A lot of it is just super-simple stuff like this:
before: The long mustache that had once been his pride hung lank and tangled.
after: The mustache that had been his pride hung lank and tangled.
before: The elevator door closed, and she was alone with herself and her reflection
after: The elevator door closed, and she was alone with her reflection
before: She sensed from the tenor of Z’s voice that
after: She sensed from Z’s agitation that
(Here's a doozy. Youch. To think this clunker might have snuck into the book.) before: A look of dismay edging on horror slowly spread over his face as understanding dawned.
after: Dismay spread over his face as understanding dawned.
Those cuts add up! You can slice hundreds of words like this and never even miss them. This is an easy, restful part of revisions. That whole "writing new scenes" malarkey is so much harder, and I'm not *quite* done with that bit yet. I have one lingering section that needs some new material written to seam some stuff together. It makes my brain feel tired just thinking about it. Can't I just fiddle with my screwdriver instead? Well. I'm almost there. So close! Another day or two of this, and it's off into the ether again!
* * * By the way, cool news: I am going to be a guest of honor at the 2011 Sirens Conference in Vail, Colorado! I'm so excited about this! It's a conference dedicated to women in fantasy literature, and it just happened last weekend -- wish I could have been there! The theme this year was "fairies" about which I have a thing or two to say :-) Next year, oh, this is so cool. Next year the theme is MONSTERS. Mwahahahahahahaha! In Daughter of Smoke and Bone, as in, I think, all my books, the idea of what really makes a monster is central theme. It's a whole year off, but I'm psyched. Also psyched about the other two guests of honor: Justine Larbalestier and Nnedi Okorafor, who are both AWESOME!
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Oh, I love your bright screwdriver picture! I'm going to being tightening tomorrow. Sometimes I cringe before I tighten. I look around, guilt-ridden to think that I could have written something that...that...dripping with unnecesssary words (usually adjectives in my case - on one page, I cut TWENTY!). Thank you for sharing your process with us. It's nice to know that authors who write beautiful stories like yours have to cut as well!
Love the befores and afters! The afters look so self-evident, but they're just so hard to get onto the screen that first time. And yay for the Sirens Conference!
Yep, Sirens was just awesome! I am wearing my magenta faerie T-shirt right now. ;) Congrats on being GoH for next year. I'm going to try to make it because monsters and women (Medusa, anyone?), well, who can turn that down? Not me, anyway!
Yup, I always see places to tighten--I've been trying not to be such a perfectionist while drafting, so I know my screwdriver's going to get a workout when I start editing.
Looking forward to that stage! Am currently in the adding-pages-and-rewriting bit. Although I always want to be at the part of the process where I'm not ... very contrary.
And huge congratulations, too!
Mae said, on 10/12/2010 10:46:00 AM
Personally, I like those little descriptivenesses. Instead of 'frightened and fierce green eyes', I say 'the frightened and fierce green flame burning behind her eyes'. You can picture those eyes better- like it has been drummed into our heads since third grade; show, don't tell.
By the way, I'm in a book club, and this month we had to do a project on a fantasy book- I chose Blackbringer. I just had a faerie grandmother start telling the story- and then summarized Chapter One. Hopefully I'll inspire some people to read Blackbringer! (And, later, Silksinger.)
Anonymous said, on 10/12/2010 12:54:00 PM
I agree with Mae--those "before" sentences had character and flavor. I think there's too much emphasis, these days, on using as few words as possible because it's assumed that all audiences have the attention span of a hummingbird on heroin. Remember when it was okay to the taste of words linger on the tongue, enjoying the sensation behind every sentence? Whatever happened to that, fellow writers?
What a great post! I'm doing edits right now and it seems THAT I have a problem THAT needs help. Perhaps you can help with THAT. LOL I cut out over 100 unnecessary "that"s hiding all though my manuscript. It was very ridiculous, I just hope THAT i don't talk like THAT. LOL! *sigh*
I'm curious :-) Do you have a favorite Lips Touch story? There's a little discussion going over at Readergirlz, if you would like to input your input.
I *might* say in comments which one *might* be my favorite.
I also *might* hint that I want to write more Druj stories. I was kind of stoked to have a google alert pop up a few hours after this hint that alerted me that, ahem, there are people in the world (or at least a person) excited by that prospect! Which is totally exciting to ME. Thank you Fantasy Cafe! To be clear, there is not an immediate Druj sighting on the horizon -- the horizon is all about Daughter of Smoke and Bone and sequel right now, but Druj are out there, all creepy with their pale eyes, waiting. My head has plans.
Please come over to Readergirlz and weigh in! Thank you!
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I am positive I am far from the only person excited by the prospect of more Druj stories. :) "Hatchling" was wonderful with such a fascinating setting. I'd be looking forward to anything you write after reading the Dreamdark books and Lips Touch (cannot WAIT for Daughter of Smoke and Bone!) but more Druj stories is something I'd been hoping for.
Anonymous said, on 10/10/2010 10:57:00 AM
My favorite, hands down, was Spicy Little Curses Such as These. It was such a beautiful story, and your prose is so lyrical, and best of all, it took me to a place I had never experienced in anything I'd read before. I love how you combined so many different elements into it--the exotic setting, the mystical and religious ideas, the love story (my favorite bit was how he fell in love with her from finding her diary on the train.) It's an absolutely beautiful story and stands out from anything else I've ever read. You have such a unique vision of the world!
I was so glad to see LIPS TOUCH on the shelf last year. I love short stories especially the old gothic ones by Hardy, Poe, Lovecraft, Clark Ashton Smith, etc.
However, I keep hearing that editors don't want to publish short story collections because they are a tough sell. This news has been bumming me out.
But! my hope is books like LIPS TOUCH and ZOMBIES VS. UNICORNS are going to change all that.
So hats off to you on all your success! LIPS TOUCH is fab, and I'm really looking forward to Daughter of Smoke and Bone!
Rachael said, on 10/10/2010 3:29:00 PM
Hatchling was wonderful, and I'd love to read more about the Druj. They were such a fantastic creation. But, I think my favorite story from Lips Touch was Spicy Little Curses. It was incredibly unique and captivating!
I enjoyed them all so far, but I'm sad to say that I haven't actually finished the book, which leads me to my own interesting LIPS TOUCH story. I took your book out of the library and was thoroughly enjoying it! So I took it with me to a library workshops I was presenting many hours away from my home and THE BOOK DISAPPEARED! (cue mysterious music). Someone must have put it in a book drop.(Darn efficient librarians) I didn't realize it was gone until I got home. I called the library, but alas, it was nowhere in sight. I figured I'd be paying for it, but when I checked my own library account several weeks later, it had magically been returned!(Yay! efficient librarians). I haven't worked up the nerve to check it out again. I suspect the library police might be watching. ;)
I loved them all, but to my own surprise Goblin Fruit *stayed* with me. Kizzy and her wanting...man, I still think of her sometimes. I could so get where she was coming from, though she made me ache.
It's funny because usually I'm a sucker for the happy stuff:)
Goblin Fruit was my least favorite. Spicy little kisses was my favorite. And Hatchling was the one that felt most like it should be a full length novel to me. I could have read a whole series about it actually. :-P
I was taken by your well crafted words after reading an excerpt of Goblin Fruit on NPR website. So I rushed to purchase your book...and read the next story; then the next. Each was a perfect jewel in its own fashion.
All three were my favorite (in context to many authors and many stories). But Hatchling and Spicey Curses hold a level of interest that I would love to explore in a novel. I love the Druj! and demons, forgotten gods and curses (as long as they are not directed at myself). So if you wrote a novel with all three, and gypsies and goblins, you would have another perfect novel.
And would you indulge my curiosity...since these 3 stories were set in the 'real world', did these 3 mythologies occupy the same world in your mind, or were they all together separate? (but of course wonderfully equal, if not, unparalleled)
Anonymous said, on 10/11/2010 8:13:00 PM
I loved the whole book, but my absolute favorite was Spicy Little Curses, it was just...PERFECT. - Tina
My favorite was Goblin Fruit. I just read a poem for my major British writers course called Goblin Market by Christina Rosetti, and I immediately thought of Kizzy. I'm sure you've been asked this before, but is Kizzy's grandmother Lizzy from the poem?
Um...wow. Part of the dress code at my university was that guys can't have beards, but they can have mustaches. I'd LOVE to see some guy come on campus wearing one of these babies!
Yeah, look at me, all vanishing again for a week, popping up with no coherent thoughts. Just: "Oog. Brain fuzzy." My brain is fuzzy. You know how the inside of your mouth feels kind of ... furry ... after eating cooked spinach? My head is like that. On the bright side, my head is now host to newly pink hair. Oh, my roots were so atrocious! Last hair appointment, we got all sidetracked and forgot to make my next appointment, and then by the time I realized it, my stylist was all booked! It was dire, seriously dire. So that I was wearing hats, and they were squeezing my brain and I was torn whether to take them off in public or not. Brain squeeze, roots, brain squeeze, roots.
I eventually chose in favor of brain comfort, and exposed my roots to the world. Or the world at the cafe where I was writing, anyway. As far as I know, everyone survived.
My lovely hair stylist pinked me at her house this evening, while Jim and Clementine hung out inside with her husband -- who was our first friend in Portland -- and kids. I am no longer a disgrace to the color pink, thank god!
You see what matters of incredible importance I blog about? Here's another one: I keep finding random things in my shirt. Shoved there by furtive baby fists. I think I catch, like, 85% of them going in, but there's that 15% or so that happen while I'm distracted and then fall out later. Like, a game piece, or a whole block. Things have fallen unceremoniously out of my bra that I would have sworn to you could never have gone unnoticed. And yet.
There's a whole food component too, but those tend to be in the 85%, especially the really awesome stuff, like sliced peaches. I might occasionally come across a cheerio though.
Brain had just notified me that it has exactly three coherent sentences left in it. That was one. There went another. Dog had to drive uphill but that's okay I like root beer don't you? Warm cheerios and then I waffle iron halleluja shut up. I've come to the end and kept talking you see what happens? So just. Stop. Talking. Blueberry.
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I'm kinda ready to be done now! See, sometimes revisions are all cozy futz-futz, tinker-tinker, and other times, the need to write a new scene falls out of the sky, and my brain does not want to write a new scene. My brain is nonplussed. It's like, "I thought all that writing malarkey was over. I thought we were revising here." Yeah. Dirty secret: revising involves writing. It's like when you just mopped and somebody runs over your floor with muddy feet. You clap your hands to your cheeks and scream, "NOOOOOOOO!"
At least, that's my reaction to muddy feet.
Who am I kidding? I rarely mop. And the scene-writing is fine. It's just that as one nears the end, one gets so ready to be DONE. But it is hugely satisfying to take the almost-book and polish it to a high gloss. Just, sometimes, a deep breath must be taken. A whole new scene. So you go write a blog post instead. At least, that is what I do. Ha ha.
Really think about the term "revision." Re-vision. This is your chance to see if you've got everything running at full awesome. Don't be afraid to make drastic changes. I am not making drastic changes. Not now, but over the course of writing this book, there was much drastickness. Drasticity.
BE BRAVE!
On a happier note, a couple of things. First, Lips Touch is an honor book for the Oregon Spirit Book Award! This is awesome; it's an award given by the Oregon Council of Teachers of English, and I love English teachers!
Secondly, Lips Touch is up as the October title for Readergirlz! Thank you, Readergirlz! This is so cool. Check it out. There are guidelines for a book party, if you are inclined, including discussion questions, a play list, and recommendations for what kind of food to make, invitations, and even what movies to watch. This was SO FUN. The live chat will be October 20, if you want to put together a little gathering for that night. I'll be blogging more about it, of course. But go check it out :)
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Congrats on the honor and the Readergirlz selection!!
Another writer friend and I were just having this convo yesterday about "the end" not quite being the end. We agree we love the writing and even editing and polishing. But realizing, just when you think you're done, that a bigger change needs to be made is frustrating. You know it will make the book better, though, so you do it...and all the domino effect changes that must be made, too.
Yeah, I'm anxious to wrap up Purpose and move onto the new stuff. Totally know what you're saying here.
Also, I believe I'm having my first official machete-through-the-jungle writing experience. Thanks for the inspiration to just sit down and get it out. =)
Your books look awesome, but I haven't seen them anywhere down here at the bottom of the world (New Zealand). I may have to try and source them from further abroad.
Thank you so much for blogging about how you write! Your explanations really click with the way my brain works. I've made more progress with my current writing project than I ever have before, and your Not for Robots series and posts here have been a huge help and influence. Thank you thank you!
Well I'm glad I'm not the only infrequent mopper out there. :) I love to read about how you write. And congrats on Lips Touch! A truly beautiful book :)
Thanks to Steph for this awesome link in her comment to my last post. It was inspired by a combination of Morocco color + me having mentioned that I was revising to the music of Jonsi -- check out THIS: Oh wow. This is SO my cup of tea! It is GLORIOUS. This project--the Let's Colour Project--paints neighborhoods around the world in vibrant color.
BRILLIANT!
After having seen the island of Burano, the lace-making island in the Venetian lagoon, and how it was COLOR that really made that place come alive (that, you know, plus being in the Venetian lagoon!). But check it out. The architecture itself is very plain. Imagine if these buildings were white or tan or grey, like so many houses in the US: See what I mean?
So I've always thought it would be a great idea to pep up neighborhoods with rainbows of paint, and lo and behold, some mad geniuses have actually started to DO it. You can even get involved, which I assume would mean helping paint. And HOW AWESOME WOULD THAT BE???
Anyway, thank you Steph for the link!
And thank you Jonsi for the music :-)
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I have always wanted to say, "I live on such-and-such street, in the pink house." :)
Let's go paint the world!!! I'll bring the iPod filled with beautiful music, you'll bring the hormone-free sunblock, and we'll meet where the mangoes grow.
Oooh, I LOVE it! My house has been battleship grey on the outside for years (we fixed the inside before we moved in), and now we're finally talking about making it bright and colorful! Wheeee!
I especially like the Chefchaouen pics! And guess what?? After living a couple hours away from Morocco for the past year, it looks like we might finally make it there the last weekend in October. When we do I'll send you pics.
Steph, oh my GOD! How did I not know about that project? I have idly thought of that -- bringing color to neighborhoods -- and it makes me happy beyond happy that somebody is DOING IT. Now: let's plan a trip to paint with them somewhere, oh please oh please :-) (And I knew the Jonsi thing would make you happy! It was an accident that he came on after something else on my itunes, newly loaded by Jim, and I thought, "Hm, what's THIS??? :-)
Andalucy: Chefchaouen! Ah, I don't know if we'll make it there on this trip -- it might be too much to bite off. But I am dying to see it, it looks so fabulous. Lucky you, being so close!
Very possible! See in Norway, Marrakesh is on the 'charter list'. You can get there from about 100 dollars one way ticket, and you can go for a long weekend. But still I haven't gotten round to it. Must go! Must see Vienna and Rome and Berlin and Santorini, too. How come I've travelled across the states but haven't seen these places? Hmm.
It's great to travel with little ones too, don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. I've been hauling my 3-year-old all over Southeast Asia this year -- and it's made amazing experiences that much more eye-opening and interesting.
I've also been to Morocco briefly and would LOVE to go back for longer (with my kid). The color was my favorite part.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE that color project video that Stephanie Perkins posted, too. Thanks, Stephanie!
Kjersten, yes, we are so keen that Clementine grow up traveling! I was lucky to do so, and am so grateful. And you've been all over SE Asia this year?? LUCKY! :-)
I imagine that traveling with little ones makes it easier to connect with locals. Children are such barrier-breakers. I can't wait! And I imagine Morocco is a great destination for kids a bit older too, who can really enjoy the kasbahs and camel rides :-)
Laini, I'm living in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia for two years for my husband's work -- I said I'd come if his company would be willing to move my studio stuff -- that's why I'm traveling all over SE Asia.
Traveling with a kid does make it easier to connect with people while traveling.
We've taken Oscar on a couple of elephant rides (he's only 3, I rode with him). He loved them! And it did make me enjoy the rides more too.
Gorgeous, gorgeous. I finally got to Morocco this spring! The green is a very holy color (but only men can enter the mosques through the green doors--poo!). It's a gorgeous country, though. I hope to go back.
Anywhere you go you should send me first for four weeks prior just to be sure its safe- like they did with the Secret Service before Clinton came to visit Sofia. Those pictures are amazing- it makes me want to paint my bedroom that shade of blue. btw, I had a big lollipop paint spill. It isn't pretty at all.
You may know: I love revisions. This is the part of writing my brain can really cuddle up to. The safe part? In Not For Robots I have this bushwhacking metaphor: writing first drafts with a machete; unexplored jungle! Dangers! Beasties! Excitement! Extending that metaphor, revisions are like building a snug cottage in that jungle and setting out tea saucers of little biscuits for the monkeys. All civilized, like.
Well. You know. No exactly like that. But kinda.
So. Here in a nutshell is my revision process. First thing I did was read and internalize my editor's letter, make notes on the main areas of work she proposed, and then set about reading my (hard copy) manuscript over with those things in mind. I marked it up liberally, and then, once that was done, I took it to the computer and input any "easy" changes, those things that can be fixed right there locally, within a line or two. The bigger things, ideas, themes, I asterisked and post-it'ed for later. Later being now.
The REAL work of revisions. Not the line edits, but the reconstruction, the deepening of significance, tightening of threads, clarifying of characterization, all that. So I've got this fat old book bristling with post-its of how to make it better, and I have to winnow down those post-its, one by one, until they're all gone. Winnow winnow. Once they're all gone, then I'll read the whole thing fresh for flow and to catch anything I might have missed, and to futz happily with language until I run out of time, then I'll send it on in to my lovely editor and see what she thinks.
After that? Another pass. And then? Copy edits. And then?
Whew. On it goes until the very sight of one's own book triggers the gag reflex. It's sad, but by the time the book is in print, the author has read it to death and probably won't be able to enjoy it again for like twenty years. But that does not mean that holding it in its actual bookness is not the hugest thrill ever, because it IS. Just please don't make us read it again! Ha ha.
Anyway. In revisions, you should have a clear picture of what it was you were trying to do with the book (a thing you might not entirely know until you've finished that first draft). And then hopefully you can read your manuscript with some objectivity and get a clear picture of what you have actually accomplished. So. What needs to be done to bring the actual up to the ideal? That's what revisions are about. Perfecting. Realizing the promise of your idea.
Gotta go now. Post-its beckon!
Do you love revisions? Not love? Tell me!
17 Comments on The Winnowing of Post-its, last added: 9/29/2010
Love revising! which is one of the reasons I'm able to not obsess too much over my first draft. I know it might suck in parts but I also know I am going to fix it. Before I've even sent my mss to my agent I've usually revised at least 2 or 3 times, then another one after he reads it before it goes to my editor. And then the real revision work begins!
I'm still loving the "never-beforeness" (and that term) of my current WIP, and will try to conjure that snug-cottage-tea-saucers-n-biscuits-for-monkeys feeling for revisions! Hah! Laini, your perspective on writing and life in general is always so refreshing.
Wow. This makes me feel so much better, knowing it doesn't make me horrible to want to gag thinking about having to reread my MS AGAIN. I love it but come on already! ^_^ Your process sounds terrifying and thrilling all at once. Having to make changes from your very own, real live, honest to goodness editor!
I think that, if you get into a good way of revising and well, WRITING, that works for you, writing can become a true joy. Which, thank goodness, it IS. I love reading your blog, by the way. It gives me hope and encouragement, so thank you. :]
I love this post! This is partially because I love all things Post-It, and partially because I'm headed into yet another round of revision on my novel.
Your enthusiasm is so refreshing. I'm excited about revising, but my mind has been heavy with "What should I do?"s and "Oh, man, I need to fix that ASAP!"s lately. This post has helped relieve my mind of the weighty things, and it has reminded me of all the fun things. I firmly believe this hard work will be worth it, and am looking forward to all the winnowing I have ahead of me!
Well, I haven't gotten to revisions because I'm still exploring my first draft, but when I get there I have the feeling I'll like them. Part of my reasoning is that I already luuuurve Post-its. They are great. So even if it turns out that I DON'T like revisions, hopefully I'll still be able to push myself through them for the sheer fact that Post-its will be involved. :)
Wow, I just read the rest of the comments and realized mine is just like the first one. Ah, well. It's so true. Long live Post-its!
Oh, Post-its... my best friends from the first moments of jotting down ideas while I'm at work, to the fringe of tags telling me where I need to fix something later... oh how I love them :-)
It's great to hear a bit of your revision process, Laini! I'm diggin' in on the old WIP once more, and I actually came up with a new approach that is helping me slog through. I'm such a visual person, I found that printing it out and laying it all out physically is keeping me from thinking it's too big a tangle to um... untangle. :-) Hooray for revisions!
word verification: 'tativors' eaters of tattooed people?
Love love love revisions! I love building the foundation up. That feeling that I am making it stronger. And post-its. Oh, post-its. I color coordinated mine for my last rewrite. It was very pretty!
Have you heard about the horrifyingly stupid op-ed piece by a university professor attempting to set in motion a ban Laurie Halse Anderson's book Speak? Lots of bloggers have been writing about this, and since I need to be revising right now, I will refer you to Stephanie's post about it. I hope you will check it out. Book banning is always a horror, and in this case, it is just so . . . so . . . evil, so evil-stupid, and such a perfect encapsulation of the horrors of censorship. I mean, the book is about finding one's voice to speak up about rape, and this idiot masquerading as an educator (shudder shudder) is trying to silence it and keep it out of the hands of the very victims who might find it and be helped by it. AUGGGHHHHH!!!
Shannon Hale also blogged about it here, which is where I first heard about it. There's an excerpt in her post from a reader about a library copy of Speak and its poignant last page that really testifies to the importance of this book.
Also, I saw in Stephanie's post that a school district has banned Sherman Alexi's Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian and I am reeling over that. National Book Award winner! Brilliant! Brilliant! On what grounds was it banned? It's not sexually explicit, and that's the usual culprit? Is it because of the alcoholism? Because oh sure, we shouldn't let young people read about the devastation of alcoholism.
This whole thing with Speak has turned me (a very mild mannered citizen btw) into a die hard fighter of book banning. I wrote a very long post about this too, I'm really glad to see you do it. One more thing to like about you :)
And, I've been pouring over your blog, loving your writing tips and sense of humor and also I'm almost finished reading Lips Touch (which I am really loving).
That is such happy news about your baby. So sweet :) I remember those first steps so well. I have three boys, my youngest is two.
I saw your tweet about the book banning and Clementine! Both worthy causes to tweet about! I first read "Speak" in high school. Never having been a victim of sexual abuse, it was a painful, but effective way of getting me to understand how it can make someone feel. I could relate to the part about self-injury. If male topics could also be part of a high school reading curriculum, I would strongly encourage "Speak" to be required reading somewhere between the ages of 13-17 (I just know those high school seniors would not take it to heart).
Two things come to my mind-- One, it never shocks me how SILENT people want to be about the FACT of sexual abuse and rape in our society. Which is why it happens like it does. Period. Whenever I post anything about rape or asking for help for a cause like RAINN on fb...crickets. And I have conversations all the time with people who act like if they don't talk about it, their kids will "forget it", or never know about it... And it does so much more harm, the silence. Books like SPEAK are more important than people know. We can't let FEAR rule the day.
Two-- Part of this problem is because we have given way TOO MUCH of our own brains away, and let people who think they "know best" decided way too much of our life for us... Busy-bodies, with nothing better to do, and the rest of us are too busy with life-living to realize this mindset has taken over. I think about it every morning while trying to drop my kids off in the FREAKING OVER MANAGED carpool line at school. It worked FINE last year, now the bossy micro-managers took over and all is chaos, I tell you!
People have to stand up and say NO. NO you can't tell me what to put in my own BRAIN, or how to live my life, or who to love, or what to eat... No. I can think for myself.
I feel like the people who want to ban books haven't actually read them... most of the time it seems that they have a vague idea of the story, have read a quote or two, and then promptly miss the entire point of the book-- which is usually the opposite of what they think it is. Gah! We seem to be overrun with ignorance in America these days...
lol, my word verification is 'Foolo' Yes, that nut job professor is a fool-o!
PS, Congrats to Clementine on her first steps! whoohoo!
Ann, I think you're totally right. Book banners are not readers. Except maybe of the Bible, though I don't think they have the best understanding of that, either!
Each morning when I'm leaving for the cafe to work (I'm currently alternating between two), I do a quick rundown of the stuff I need. Laptop, check. Manuscript (currently using hard copy for revisions, and that sucker is heavy to carry), check. Notebook, check. Phone, wallet, keys, umbrella, power cord. I think that's it. I frequently forget one of these things. Usually it's the wallet or the power cord, which was not a big deal when the cafe was so close to my house -- plus they knew me and would let me pay for my coffee the next day. Now I have to be more organized. I almost left without my wallet this morning, but remembered at the door (it was on the floor where *somebody* had been playing with it, picking at its felt flower), and felt all smug. Ha.
So what's missing, now that I'm here? A tiny thing. Two tiny things: the little rubber covers of my ear buds! *Somebody* has newly started to pick them off while pursuing her favorite hobby of emptying my purse out item by item, so I had to put them out of her reach so she didn't, you know, eat them. And they remain out of reach. Joke's on me.
What I've learned from this is that you can still wear ear buds without the covers, but they don't block out ambient noise anymore. And that's kind of the whole point. So drat and blast.
Anyway. This next part here is probably obnoxious, but I can't help myself. In response to my last post (which was not, I swear, a desperate plea for praise!), young reader Katherine sent me a wonderful email, and I am not going to get in the habit of preening over praise emails here, but I can't help it this time. Here it is: Hi Laini!!! I was reading your blog and heard you needed encouragement!!! (Prepare yourself, for I shall be ranting about how much I love your characters..)
I'm 14. I read a LLOOOOOTT of books, on average, 2 books a week. And I can say with complete certainty that your books are my favorite and you are MOST DEFINITELY my favorite author. None of the others even come CLOSE. I LOOOOOVE YOUR CHARACTERS!!!!! Specially Magpie :D and I was actually telling my friend the other day how cute Hirik and Whisper were as a couple!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D (*fangirl squeal*) And it's not just your characters I love. The way you write it??? So much beautiful detail, the perfect combination of adventure, love, magic, sadness/heartbreak, anger, fantasy, everything!!! I love it all and you balance it all perfectly. And also, your ideas are so original. SHEER GENIUS. The tapestry, the Djinns, and the one I thought was the coolest? Silksingers. I never would ever have thought of that and I don't know anyone who could. Spinning magic carpets with their voices!!! I'm a singer, so I probably got more excited about it than most would, but STILL....wow. Just wow.
On a completely unrelated note, you're so funny as a person :D not funny as in, laughing at you but as in your jokes are HILARIOUS :D And I remember reading one of your old short stories about a ghost girl who put beetles in matchboxes with jewels and pretended they were robbing banks...... that made me laugh so hard and I loved it so much!!!
Anyways, I just wanted to say you are my idol and don't feel down. And just know that your characters are pure genius and you should never think otherwise.
Love, Kat
Oh man, thanks Kat. That email made my entire head smile. You should have seen it. My big smiling head :-) Thank you. I love getting emails from readers. In the three years since my first book was published, the amazement has not diminished one bit that there are people out there with my books in their hands and what's more they like them. This is the coolest thing ever, and every day I am grateful I went for it, this dream, that has made my life so rich and fun.
Also, I love Kat's note because it affirms for me that my books do what I hope they do (for some readers, at least), and that they are the kind of books I w
9 Comments on What did I forget today?, last added: 9/24/2010
Still thinking about that salted chocolate chip cookie from Sunday. I vote for that cafe. And what a beautiful letter that girl wrote- and many, many people would agree with her!
My inner 14 year-old agrees wholeheartedly with Kat! (As does my outer 28 year-old, haha.)
She makes a good point, though - cheerleading isn't solely reserved for the beta readers! Sometimes, a well-timed fan letter can turn everything around.
Whata great letter! I agree with every word of it, and I'm 89 not 14! My son (a senior citizen also) read "Lips Touch" and since then has been giving it as a gift from him and Kristin to all the young people they have a special interest in.
My 30-year-old self agrees wholeheartedly with your 14-year-old fan! :)
(Spoiler Alert ahead to anyone who hasn't read Lips Touch!!!!) I have to add, though, that I was thinking about it lately, and I have come to the conclusion that my absolutely favorite Laini-made idea in a story ever is in "Spicy Little Curses Such As These" -it is Anamique's singing in Hell- to her baby and to the other souls. Oh my gosh. As a music lover and singer, it nearly made me weep- in fact, just thinking about it right now makes me a little teary. SO powerful, so beautiful. Keep it up, Laini!! :) :)
Writers need different things from different people. They need feedback, help, snack-making, coffee-pouring, advice, editing, encouragement, encouragement, encouragement, enthusiasm, encouragement, and encouragement.
Writers need cheerleaders. Before feedback. Before editing. Before almost anything else but snack-making, we need to be convinced and reminded that we are GOOD. Feedback of the critical sort, however constructive and wise, can be deadly if it comes too soon. Possibly the most important person in our community, is our cheerleader. Do you have one? Several? Have at least one.
And no. You can not be your own cheerleader. At least, not your only one.
Here is how it goes:
In the beginning of working on a novel, everything shimmers with your genius. The newness, the never-beforeness, the unmitigated awesome, it cannot be repressed. You do not need a cheerleader yet. Just work. Enjoy this time, because it will not last.
It gets harder. You keep working. It is not as delightful to draw up your chair each day and get started. You think wistfully of the wonderful, uncomplicated dishes that need to be washed. And did you once think that character was so unique? Whatever made you think that? Delusional.
Wow. This theme is so tired. Will anyone care? I barely care anymore. And this scene seemed so cool the first twelve times I rewrote it. Have I killed it? Or is it just in a coma? Or am I in a coma? Huh. What is a coma? I think I'll google it and learn all about comas today . . .
--Paging cheerleader.--
There comes a time when you cannot summon even the phantom of the enthusiasm you once had for your great idea. You have to trust that you had it, and that is was genuine and deserved. I actually recommend making a list, while you are still in the throes of passionate love with your incipient book, of all the things you love about your idea. Be detailed. Later you can look at it and trust that you knew what you were talking about. This helps a little, but there is nothing that I have discovered that can rejuvenate your enthusiasm like wild and heartfelt PRAISE.
I think every writer I know has this wish at some point: that they could temporarily wipe their brain clean of their book and read it fresh, like a reader. We can't, of course, be we can experience that vicariously through our first readers, or as I have heard them called lately, "beta readers." It might work for you to wait until you have a finished draft. I usually need propping up well before then, and will give over chunks of partial book. I am blessed with a few wonderfully gifted praise-givers, without whom I am certain I would never finish anything. My wonderful husband Jim gives great praise, as does my best friend Alexandra, who gives only praise, and no criticism -- and she is not withholding anything, she is just an enthusiastic reader with a very generous heart and open mind, and she has revived my flagging spirits and brain so many times, like injections of writing adrenalin right to my heart, Pulp Fiction style. Stephanie Perkins is also an amazing reader, both for praise-giving and, later, for feedback. Thanks, guys!
If you don't have a cheerleader, get one. You cannot trust yourself to see your book clearly when you have been deep inside it for a long time. You are not to be trusted.
Do you have a cheerleader? And how about this: are YOU somebody's cheerleader? When a friend gives you something to read, consider carefully what they need at that moment. It might be that they need critical feedback, but maybe they aren't ready for it yet. They might know themselves well enough to tell you exactly what they need, and they might not. Do not ever be the one to kill someone's book by giving them critical feedback too soon. Bite your tongue. Nurture. Cheer. Drop off snacks. Rave. And be specific. Writers love to know which parts y
14 Comments on Writers Need Cheerleaders, last added: 9/20/2010
Awww thank you for those kind and true compliments. I'll add that I'm also uncommonly exceptional and delightful because you obviously forgot to mention that. And it is very crazily easy to lavish praise on your writing because it' is just so mindbendingly original and just plain fantastic. Every time I think you can't write anything better than your last thing, you surprise me and do yet again!! Even with your portal cafe mysteriously gone, you will not be stopped.
I've got a few of those cheerleaders. Emily White over at Stepping Into Fantasy is one of my best ones. I met her on the WD forums, and we've gotten together in person a couple times. I show my rough material (and all my frettings about it) and she tells me what is good and to keep going. And if I take too long before sending her some more, she pesters me to tell her what happens next, pushing me to get beyond my reluctance. She hasn't needed me for cheerleading as much, but I love her work. (Great blog, too.)
Anonymous said, on 9/17/2010 7:21:00 AM
Is that the same Alexandra Saperstein who looks so dainty but yet bench presses 250 every morning while eating pumpkin pie on her lap over at the Hollywood LA Fitness? Shes the envy of every athlete in the gym.
Congrats! Right now my husband is the biggest cheerleader I have. Even though he's only read a chapter or two of my current work in progress, it's enough to remind me that it's good.
Plus, he reminds me every day that writing is what makes me happy and that the only way I'll get anywhere is if I sit down and write.
Okay Laini, this is totally off topic, but every time I hear the song Hummingbird by The Weepies, I think of how you'd enjoy the imagery. I hope you'll find a way to give the song a listen. Let me know what you think. :D
Cheerleaders (cheerreaders?)are the best! I have my Pan and my sister for those first timid drafts. Then, a little later in the process, there's my brother and two of my old role playing friends. Then, as they've given me their input and I've carefully ignored most of it, there's my old English tutor from the University. And then... you and Jim! Yay!
I read this yesterday and didn't even comment and say Congratulations on making that list!! When I read it, I didn't know if Lisa knew she was on it, but you let her know, of course! :) So exciting for both of you!!!
cheerleaders, yes! We needs the cheerleaders! I used to feel bad about it, like I must be some kind of narcissistic monster to need so much praise, but then I realized I only need a cheerleader to help me through certain parts-- I crave a critical eye just as much at other times. So... I must not be a monster, just a normal writer after all :-)
And hey, if it accomplishes the task at hand, then it's worth it!
PS, hope a nice new coffee shop opens up for you soon!!
I always love it when I find exactly what I need, exactly when I need it. Virtual cookies for your awesome timing!
This is all sooooooo true, and now I want to google comas, too... I've just begun plotting my second story, to be put into full swing this November, and while I loved the first idea I'm already doubting its goodness (for lack of a better word). Normally that would make me worry about if the story's premise is any good right off the bat, but my worries are because this is a new genre for me and I'm worried I can't pull it off.
I'm going to go make that suggested list right now! Thanks. :D And congratulations on the top 10!
Once again Laini, you prove to be prophetic - I was just talking about this the other day with a friend. She's doing a page 1 rewrite of her first novel, and understandably, it's hard for her to delve into it with any enthusiasm because she knows how much work it needs. But I totally agree - hooray for the cheerleaders out there who help get from Point A to Point B!
Wow. I think I've forgotten how to blog. And I miss it! I've been trying to write a catch-up post for the past week. There are several saved versions in my blogger archive that I poked away at but that never coalesced -- in my deadline addled brain -- into any kind of sense. So. No guarantees here, either.
The monumentalness (monumentality, if you want to be strict about it) of having finished the book has given way to a feeling of weightlessness. Floating. The book is not in my head any more. It is not even just in my computer any more. It is on paper, fatly bound at Kinko's into proto-bookness, and it has also zipped through the ether to various large cities -- New York, London, Los Angeles. Weaverville, North Carolina, ha ha. It exists in the world in its unpolished state. Up next: polishing. Which is a job that I relish. I have a polisher's heart. I love to tinker. Bring on the tinkering! And if there are changes and fixes too big to be called tinkering, that's okay too. I love all of revision. (But ask me about it in late October and we'll see how I feel then.)
(To Katie, who enquired if this was yet another book after Daughter of Smoke and Bone: no. This was that book. Next up = the sequel! Actually, next up, today, is polishing a script to an illustrated project for younger readers that Jim and I have in the works. I wrote it last fall with a sleeping newborn in my lap and it has had a fairly interesting life so far, taken a number of journeys, lived temporarily in a number of houses, and now it is home like a college kid with a duffel bag full of laundry, soon to be sent on its way again :-)
So. Today I am auditioning a new writing cafe. Because of this tragedy: Boo hoo hoo! My cafe closed. Three days after I finished the book! Isn't that eerie? I have this crazy idea that it is a drifting cafe of the mind (like the Treehouse of the Mind in Horns) that is there when you most need it. Right now, it is opening its doors in some little corner of Cincinnati or Boise or Sassafras (come on, there is probably a town in the US called Sassafras) where someone is in need of a quiet place to write.
To that person, I say: Give it back. It's mine.
Boo hoo hoo!
This new cafe is bigger and shinier, and not too busy or noisy, but a) the service wasn't friendly, and b) it's a 17-minute walk from my house, versus three. Which will be exceedingly unpleasant in the coming rains. I actually liked my three-minute umbrella walks to my old cafe, but I think the fun would wear off somewhere around minute five or six. I could (and probably will) get a bike, but then there's the whole glasses-in-the-rain thing. I never wear my contacts for staring at words. Ouchy.
There is another cafe closer to home, maybe ten minutes walk, but it is really busy and noisy and also so full of delicious baked goodness that I would ... increase ... if I went there every day. It's possible that I would prove powerless against coffee cake. Like, yesterday: I woke up from an afternoon nap filled with the pure conviction that if I didn't have cake immediately, I would die. Luckily, there was cake at hand, and so I live on.
Oh sigh. I may have to revert to my writing room for winter, and just barricade the door against cuteness and plug in my earbuds and pretend I'm in a cafe. It'll be cheaper. Plus, my writing room is awesome! I miss it! I
16 Comments on Acceptable Destruction, or: the Calculus of Mess, last added: 9/17/2010
When you tweeted about your cafe going out of business it reminded me of the room of requirement in Harry Potter..there when you need it!
I'm lucky that Fletcher is still in the 'Golden Age' where he can't fully roll over or crawl yet...so much to look forward too! :)
Glad to hear you had some cake...Priorities!!!
xx Lori
dawn said, on 9/14/2010 10:28:00 AM
laini, this was the perfect pick-me-up-to-put-my-butt-back-in-chair moment/post. you have the most beautiful and most certainly "best dressed" helper/mess-meister. :) sorry to hear of the cafe; this *is* weird. you'll find another perfect spot. we're so excited for you. hugs.
Keep posting pictures like this and we'll be waiting. Sorry to hear about your cafe closing. Hope you find another one soon. Or sound-proof earplugs for your writing room. An MP3 player perhaps?
I grew up about ten minutes from Sassafras Kentucky :) And my son chose the R instead of the M. You are right it popped off with such ease. The thirty plus minutes I spent putting it back on with the help of a youtube video wasn't filled with as much ease. I love to infinity your work and Clementine is so utterly cute that I think work would be impossible with her in the vicinity.
"Right now, it is opening its doors in some little corner of Cincinnati or Boise or Sassafras (come on, there is probably a town in the US called Sassafras) where someone is in need of a quiet place to write."
Maybe it's coming to visit ME!!
I always love pictures of your home. Pretty, pretty, pretty. *Almost* as pretty as Clementine Pie!
Mae said, on 9/14/2010 5:28:00 PM
I'm a editer while I write- my little mistakes (I forgot to explain the theoretical physics- and yes, I am using theoretical physics in fantasy) are edited out while I'm working on this exceptionally tough scene... POV switches really help! Especially when you have a persona to write through, who's the character of the editor, who isn't really in the story, and is kinda between you and the narrator... Or in this heartwrenching scene I had to write, I come up with phrases that need to be in it (I'm still trying to find a place for 'cold revenge'), go back, and edit. Haven't even finished the first chapter and I'm doing what probably will be the end of the fourteenth. I'm weird. You're amazing. Good night.
Great to see a new post from you! I absolutely adore your blog, and your amazing novels, of course. So very inspiring. Hmmm... this whole finishing-the-novel thing is very intriguing to me. So, it was won at auction by a publishing house without being completed yet, do I have that right? All this big time publishing stuff is so fascinating to me. The photos of Clementine are beyond adorable, by the way!
i can't believe she's a year old already. so cute! so much has happened in your life since we met for breakfast in PDX, oh those many years ago now. ;) nice to see you posting and i still read here, no matter how infrequent the posts. i've recently enjoyed returning to blogging, too. Twitter and Facebook are cool, but there's nothing quite like good old-fashioned blogging. ;) xo
I have serious, SERIOUS writing room envy! Wow, gorgeous!
And how much do I love the calculus of mess. That is SUCH a perfect description of the constant balance and prioritizing one does as a parent of toddlers. And Miss Clementine is too cute for words. I especially love that utterly devilish expression she wears in that last photo.
She is JUST SO CUTE!! No. You won't get used to it. It will just keep coming for you. ;)
I am having a hard time finding the right writing cafe! I am thinking I may have to check out the library with the 'bucks across the street... Stinks there are no good ones near me.
I have finished my new book. It is done. For at least the next three days, because as you know, a book isn't "done" until someone pries it out of your hands and publishes it.
I am not feeling up to conveying the wonder of finishing a book. Tired. Happy. Tired. Happy. Going to bed.
Hurra, and right back at you! Sleep very, very tight now, and then have a morning full of sweet citrus fruits and celebratory coffee and jittery joy. Heck, make that a month. You've earned it!
Congratulations!!! I guess now is the time to take a long sleep, wake up when you want to, and stretch those muscles as if squeezing out the last bits of stress and anxiety. That sounds like a great start to a good morning to me. I can't wait to read it!
Yay and congrats! You inspire me... managing to write with a little one at home. If you can do it, then I should be able to as well. You're awesome. Enjoy your well deserved sleep.
Congrats! And is this ANOTHER one? Not related to Smoke and Bones? Wow. You really are a rockstar :)
What a feeling.
Mae said, on 9/8/2010 10:36:00 AM
Oh, we know how it feels to finish a book! My biggest accomplishment so far- a professional length chapter in five days. Eh, pretty good when I've only been writing for a year!
Mae said, on 9/8/2010 10:37:00 AM
By the way, that IS just the exploratory draft chapter. I've got some good stuff- just a little too Percy Jackson.
Oh yes. My, my yes. Thank you to the brilliant Levni Yilmaz for summing it all up, and to Patrick Rothfuss for posting it, and Stephanie Perkins for sending me the link. That is a lovely chain of brilliant: Levni Yilmaz, and two of my favorite writers, Patrick Rothfuss and Stephanie Perkins ;-)
By the way, Pat had a FABULOUS post on revision lately, in which he tries to explain, at the request of a non-writer, just what exactly it is we writers DO when we are "revising." So good. So so good. As much of a pain as revising can be, I am YEARNING to be there. There is little that I can think of (in the realm of work, that is) as pleasurable as sitting down with a big fat freshly printed manuscript, a new pack of post-its, and a good pen. Oh, the love, the love. And I am nearly there. Salty tears of joy, my friends, are soon to be streaming down my face. But now, I am still something like the above video.
Yesterday was not the most productive of days. It was more of a getting lost in my own storytelling day, trying to get some things to come together just right and feel like they happened that way inevitably, elegantly, like nothing else could possibly have happened but that. (That is the trick, because, you know, at any moment in writing a story, literally anything could happen, and choosing the thing that does happen and making it seem REAL, that is a big part of this gig. So. I am still working this particular thing out. I'm getting it. Yesterday it felt kind of like I had just dropped a handful of pickup sticks and was staring at them in dismay, knowing I needed to get down on my knees and start gathering them up again, but, you know, not wanting to. You just have to do it.)
Anyway. What should I NOT be doing? a) watching videos. b) blogging videos.
(Thanks a lot, Steph. No really: thanks. That was awesome. Steph, by the way, is blogging every day right now, which is not easy. Go cheer her on!)
Awww...Laini, don't be so hard on yourself! ANY work on your MS is productive--if you don't figure out where the story will go in your head, how will you ever get it on paper?
You've done this before, and you'll do it again. In fact, you're doing it right now. So don't worry. Just believe.
I posted this on Patrick Rothfuss' blog too, but this video makes me think of lyrics that often gets stuck in my head, from Charlie Brown's section of the song Book Report from the musical You're a Good Man Charlie Brown.
If I start writing now When I'm not really rested It could upset my thinking Which is no good at all. I'll get a fresh start tomorrow And it's not due till Wednesday So I'll have all of Tuesday Unless something should happen. Why does this always happen, I should be outside playing Getting fresh air and sunshine, I work best under pressure, And there'll be lots of pressure If I wait till tomorrow I should start writing now. But I if I start writing now When I'm not really rested It could upset my thinking Which is No good at all....
A very inspiring post, Laini. Thanks for sharing your gratitude and those beautiful photos with us.
Happy New Year!
Wow! Incredibly pictures! Thanks for sharing!
So amazing! What a trip! You really did have a great year. Wow. Here's to many more:)
Welcome back! Your pictures look magical.
Wow, lovely! And what wonderful family memories. :) Looking forward to hearing more!
I missed you SO much! Thank goodness you're back. Can't wait to hear more about your travels. That photo of Clementine in Moroccan silks just kills me!
I have to say that Monday is my favourite day too! It used to be my least favourite, but then I quit my job to become a writer, and now... I love it. I love new years and new weeks and new writing days <3
Welcome back! And Happy New Year!
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, I AM DYING FROM THE PRETTY.
PLEASE FEED ME MORE.
MORE MORE MORE.
MORE!
MOOOOREEEEE!!!!!!
Also: HI.
Also: I MISSED YOU.
Also: ALSO.
Oh, WOW WOW WOW!!! Such gorgeous photos. Welcome home, and happy new year!!! There's a lot in store for 2011.
So happy you are all home safe and sound, and looking like you had a WONDERFUL time!
:)
"The years tell us much what the days never knew."
--Emerson
Congratulations on your successes, and looking forward to future ones, because if the years are good to you they're good for your fans :D
Love the Clementine sandwich pic, and her on the camel with dad. And you look supremely happy and colorful (my husband loves your pink hair.)
I won the auction! YAY! Go me. I sent emails, before I realized you were away, but all that business has been worked out.
Glad everyone is home safe and sound.
Hey, welcome home! It looks every bit as wonderful as imagined.
Thanks for the inspiring post.
Cheers,
Jone
Glad to see you back! Wow - what a fabulous trip! I love the photo of all of you on camelback - also the one of Miss Clementine in her colorful scarf. So cute!
Happy New Year to you all!
Off to check out your new blog...